Cowboys and Indians

When I was a young boy,
I played cowboys and Indians:
little injection-molded plastic
figures
of white and red,
– horses, too –
a fort, and
little plastic teepees.
With old testament wrath
I drove epic battles between
them:
cardboard dioramas of the
dead,
Crayon-marker-crimson blood
staining
the shoebox brown
landscapes.

In the end, only
the Indians were left.
Which only seemed right

Watch as We Were Taken

Shackles wind about my wrist
The rusted color of my dreams
The color of our undoing
The color of our seams
Men in uniform yelling
They say we don’t belong
On land we’ve always cared for
Wherein we know each song
I see our mothers crying
As fathers load a cart
The little that we can fit
As we, this place, depart
Bleary eyed, from sleep disrupted
I stare at them
How are these white men so corrupted?
We knew not what they meant
The bite of midnight autumn air
The accusations thrown
How can their God be so fair,
If these men are his own?
Surely, Indians aren’t loved
Surely, we’re forsaken
Surely no God above
Watched as we were taken

how my blood falls

show me
who you are

this time

I will believe you

for too long
I have stood
extending grace
handle-forward
blade filling my hand

oh look

how my blood falls
mercy-full
towards my feet


show me
who you are

this time

I will believe you

a smallpox blanket presented between covers of embossed leather

no, no
that is not what she said
that is not how the story goes

Abaꞌ Binniꞌliꞌ did not create the world
Shakchi
with her sister Fala Ishtoꞌ
shaped what was not
into what is
Abaꞌ Binniꞌli was the one
who formed from earth
First Man and First Woman
and breathed life
into their lungs of clay

do not lay a smallpox blanket presented between covers of embossed leather
over the stories of the Ancestors

they knew nothing of
father, son, and holy ghost
and
they
were
content

edge of sharpest knife

passenger pigeons
once legion then nothing, null
sometimes survival
rests on edge of sharpest knife
where and who made the first cut?

the last buffalo in Oklahoma

calf suckles dead teat
mother’s milk no longer warms
struck down by white men
seeking only hides and tongues
now blood paints prairie grasses

Fire, Revision

Neg Sequttahwhuteheg
They remain.
Even so.
They are are what is left.
After battles.
Every blow.
Every trick, and theft.
We.
Are what is left.
Through echos of time.
Precious memory lost,
We still remain.
Smile, ancestors
We’re not gone yet

call us home

the thing about the old country
is the conspicuous absence of our presence
only the dead remain
the bones
of our Ancestors
call us home

Waawo'at kochcha

Waawo Waawo 
Waawo aachi
From a deep slumber
of a score less three
waawo’ emerge.

Waawo Waawo
Waawo aachi
greeted by the sounds of turtles
shaking mightily on the ground
They raise their own voices in song.

Waawo Waawo 
Waawo aachi
Come to me, come to me,
Let us embrace before we die.

Waawo Waawo
Waawo aachi
When their offspring
emerge from their own rest.
the turtles will be shaking still.

kilinkiꞌ (for the Carolina parakeet)

ki̱i ki̱i ki̱i
your collective voices
do not greet me only
silence
ki̱i ki̱i ki̱i
when I open drawer
there your cotton-stuffed skins
laying repose death
ki̱i ki̱i ki̱i
brilliant green yellow red
bellies to acoustic ceiling panels
of this colonial assembly
this dragon’s horde
ki̱i ki̱i ki̱i
it was not enough
that they took your lives
it was not enough
that they removed your skins
it was not enough
it is never enough
they will destroy
then weep
over the very thing that they have killed
again and again and again
ki̱i ki̱i ki̱i
is this the sound that you made?
I don’t know
how could I?

Take Your Medicine

colonization
is a helluva drug, so
much so that sometimes

we swallow it whole.
wholly we drink it down, down.
take your medicine.

mothers create crowns
swan feathers plaited cloud white
stolen by the priest

replaced with plaster
David statues standing there
catatonic we

ape bivalve solemn
quiet as clam beach laying
this is not the way

arbors of post oak
encrowned with willow so green
don’t forget to dance

take the red root there.
wholly we drink it down, down.
take your medicine.

colonization
is a helluva drug, so
let us all abstain